How Do I Say Good-Bye

How Do I Say Good-Bye

          How do I say good-bye to the one person that holds every link to my childhood past? He and I share a sister but we haven’t seen her since we were taken out of our biological mother’s home.

          At the age of two I was his mother. What a job for some one so young. If I could go back and do it all again I would, at least he would still be here with me.

          I have never understood what we did wrong to deserve a mother who didn’t want us. We didn’t ask to be born to her. We were her blessings from God so why did we have to live in a home that only Satan would love?

          I have so many questions but not enough answers. Like will I ever have closer to the child I was when I was born? Will I ever see my sister again? Who is my father? All I have is a desolate certificate with my biological mother’s name. Judith Ann Curry. And a birthplace that seems countries away.

          Until I receive closer, the first three years of my life will be forever buried in the same piece of cold hard ground we laid him in.   03/23/2009